Nadya Suleman Admits Lying To Herself

Nadya Suleman, aka Octomom, leaves her new house with her children and one of her nannies on Friday (March 20) in La Habra, Calif.

In her latest video blog, Suleman admitted she’s in denial about her life.

“I’m using denial…it’s a defense mechanism,” Suleman says while playing with her child Isaiah. “I keep telling my head and rationalizing over and over that next week that [interest in my life] is going to die down.”

“My goal is to write a book and everything will be disclosed in that,” Suleman also says. “Since it’s me and I’m single, [people are saying] ‘How on earth could she handle it,’” she says. “It’s going to take a long time to prove not only to myself but to the world I can be a very good mother and I can take care of these children.”