Scott Disick Confesses 'If I Didn't Have Those Kids, I Would Kill Myself': 'KUWTK Recap'
The latest explosive episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians on Sunday (January 3) saw Scott Disick giving a very emotional apology to Kourtney Kardashian and her sisters Kim, Khloe and mom Kris Jenner.
“I realize I’m in the wrong, I’ve been in the wrong a long time,” the 32-year-old reality star said. “It’s just been a really hard time going from having all of you guys to having nobody. I’m living in a house by myself, I want to pick up the phone and call my mom and dad. … I’m just so ashamed that I publicly embarrass all of you. It kills me to the point that I feel like I can’t make it up.”
At this point in the episode, everyone is in tears. Scott continued, “I’ve never been this unhappy in my life, you know. It’s just terrible. If I didn’t have those kids, I would kill myself. But I have them and I’m going to be here and I’m going to make it right for them. I just hope that somehow … God can like, give me a chance or us a chance at this. It’s weird to lose that many people that quick, you know.”
Kris concluded, “We all love you every much. It breaks my heart to see [Kourtney] in pain. It’s one of the hardest things you can go through as a mom. You have to make the decision that what you want is to be a partner and a dad and involved and present and committed and you fight for what you want and you need and you love.”