Ronda Rousey Considered Suicide After Holly Holm UFC Loss (Video)

Ronda Rousey sits down for an interview with Ellen DeGeneres on the Ellen Show, airing today (February 16).

The 29-year-old UFC fighter told Ellen that she considered killing herself after being knocked out by Holly Holm last year.

“I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second I’m like ‘I’m nothing, what do I do anymore and no one gives a s–t about me anymore without this,’” Ronda said. “To be honest I looked up and I saw my man Travis was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies. I need to stay alive.”

“I was like why did this happen? I do believe all the best things come from the worst things,” Ronda continued. “Every worst thing that happened in my life resulted in the absolute best things and I tried to think what is the reason of all this and I’m thinking like what my actual purpose is and maybe just winning all the time isn’t what’s best for everybody.”

Also pictured: Ronda out with her boyfriend Travis Browne in Los Angeles on Monday (February 15).

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