Yolanda Hadid Looks Back at Her Time on 'Real Housewives of Beverly Hills,' Reveals If She Would Ever Return

“The first season I went on, I was diagnosed with neurological Lyme disease, and I struggled every day of the season,” Yolanda shared Entertainment Tonight. “I kind of stayed on because I thought, ‘OK, I’ll be better next season.’ I didn’t know Lyme disease was a life sentence. And now, here we are 10, 12 years, later I’m still struggling with it.”

Yolanda continued, “I always thought, ‘Next season I’m gonna do better. Next season, I can fully understand.’ So I was never [working] with a full set of brains on the show.”

During her time on RHOBH, Yolanda was questioned by the other women about whether she actually had Lyme disease. For Yolanda, she found those comments “very hurtful.”

“Not just hurtful to me, but hurtful to my children and my family who loves me,” Yolanda explained. “And they knew I was fighting for my life. So, from that perspective, it wasn’t a good experience for me. And, you know, that was the taste I was left with.”

As for if she would consider returning to RHOBH, Yolanda said, “No, I wouldn’t.”

“It was an experience you take on, but at this point in my life, I couldn’t,” Yolanda said. “I’m too sensitive. I couldn’t deal with that back and forth between women. It’s not my communication style or something that’s good for my life.”

If you missed it, Yolanda poked some fun at being called the “worst mom ever.”