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Michelle Rodriguez Went 'Pretty Crazy' After Paul Walker Died

Michelle Rodriguez Went 'Pretty Crazy' After Paul Walker Died

Michelle Rodriguez is opening up about how her Furious 7 co-star Paul Walker‘s death affected her life.

“I actually went on a bit of a binge,” the 36-year-old actress tearfully told EW. “I went crazy a little bit… I went pretty crazy. A lot of the stuff I did last year I would never do had I been in my right mind.”

Michelle credits some of that “stuff” as her romances with Cara Delevingne and Zac Efron, as well as her party days with Justin Bieber.

“I was pushing myself to feel,” Michelle said. “I felt like nothing I could do could make me feel alive, so I just kept pushing myself harder and harder. I was traveling and I was having sex. And I was just trying to ignore everything that I was feeling.”

Click inside to read what else Michelle Rodriguez had to say…

“I could see Paul once every two years and just know there was another human on the planet who’s deep like me, who loves like that,” she added. “When that disappears, you wonder, ‘Wait a minute, what do I hold on to?’ There was nothing to tether me to this existence: ‘Why am I f—ing here? And, like, why’d you leave without me?’”

“I just woke up [one morning] with a profound respect for living,” she continued. “I stood tall one day and I said, ‘You know what, Michelle? Stop f—ing hiding. Go manifest.’ And all of a sudden, I picked myself up and started hustling.”

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  • Rosa Amanda

    Rodriguez was always a drunk, druggie and an ex con she should stop blaming his death on her messed up life.

  • Lily Ross

    She looks and behaves like a man.

  • traian

    I’d tell Michelle to do the opposite – to live her life to the fullest – that’s what Paul did. He did what he enjoyed most – surfing, diving, tagging sharks :), loving his daughter, his friends and family. He brought joy to others and sometimes even saved the day with his ROWW. I know I’m thanking God for each day and I’m sharing smiles to everyone, because as he was, I’m happy to be here, to see, hear, smell, touch, taste and feel everything that God created. We’re living a miracle and he knew this so he lived every moment as a miracle. As Jordana said Paul was pure light. When you’re close to someone like Paul you’re really messed up when that special person goes out of your life… forever. I understand why Michelle slipped over the line. That shows how sensitive she really is.

  • Guest

    She’s a very messed up hippy want-to-be. I find her incoherent and very random at the best of times, and I suspect she has really poor personal hygiene. Very annoying in her “I’m all instinct and I’m all real” monologues.

  • Welly

    She looks like a man. And acts like an drunk and idiot. Who would want to have sex with that dog. bah bah bah!!!!!!!! Just excuess she making up.