In new documentary The Reality of Truth, the 37-year-old actress explained that she did anything she could to get her mind off of his passing.
“I have to say, you know, when I lost Paul, I went through about a year of just being an animal. Like, what could I do, physically, to just get my mind off of existentialism? Get my mind off of how transient life is and how we come here and can just disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that?” she explained.
She added that using a psychedelic plant called Ayahuasca helped her come to realizations about his death.
Michelle said, “I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself and I’ll tell you that my Ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone, it’s more like a jealousy that he’s there first.”
David Beckham was honored at the event with the Danny Kaye Humanitarian Leadership Award for his work as a goodwill ambassador for the organization.
FYI: Nicole, Jennifer and Paul are all dressed in Louis Vuitton. Camilla is wearing a Monique Lhuillier gown and shoes with Nikawa jewelry and TOD’S clutch. Angie is wearing a Naeem Khan gown and a Rauwolf clutch.
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