Nicole Kidman Opens Up About Having Two Miscarriages During Marriage to Tom Cruise

Nicole Kidman is looking back at an extremely difficult time in her life while she was married to Tom Cruise.

The 50-year-old Big Little Lies actress discussed having a miscarriage at the age of 23, and then again around the time Tom filed for divorce in 2001, in an interview with Tatler Magazine.

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“There’s a huge, aching yearning. I know the yearning. And the loss! The loss of a miscarriage is not talked about enough. That’s massive grief to certain women,” she said during the interview.

“There’s an enormous amount of pain and an enormous amount of joy on the other side of it,” Nicole said of eventually becoming a mother.

“The flipside of going through so much yearning and pain to get there is the feeling of ‘Ahhhh!’ when you have the child.”

For more from Nicole, visit Tatler.com.