Pamela Anderson Mourns Hugh Hefner's Death in Emotional Video

Pamela Anderson is saying goodbye to Hugh Hefner, who passed away at the age of 91.

The 50-year-old actress and model posted a video of her overcome with emotion. If you didn’t know, Pamela covered Playboy 14 times over the course of her career.

In addition to her video goodbye, Pamela also posted a poem for Hugh.

“Mr Hefner / I have so many thoughts, I have no brain n right now to edit / I am me because of you / You taught me everything important about freedom and respect. / Outside of my family / You were the most important person in my life. / You gave me my life… People tell me all the time / That I was your favorite… / I’m in such deep shock. / But you were old, / your back hurt you so much. / Last time I saw you / You were using a walker. / You didn’t want me to see. / you couldn’t hear. / You had a piece of paper in your pocket you showed me – / with my name Pamela with a heart / around it,” the Baywatch actress wrote. “Now, / I’m falling apart. / This feeling is so crazy. / It’s raining in Paris now. / I’m by the window. / Everything anyone loves about me is because you understood me. / Accepted me / and encouraged me to be myself. / Love like no one else. / Live recklessly / With unfiltered abandon. / You said the magazine was about a girl like me. That I embody the spirit you fantasized about. ‘ I was the one. /You said,” she wrote.